Before the winter break started I was dreading being alone in this apartment. Granted being the youngest I’m used to keeping myself company but in Boston I feel like I am really alone. The last night before my roommates come back and school starts I realize why I couldn’t sleep comfortably at night. It’s this eerie feeling of alone..ness. It’s really strange. It bothered me to the point where I didn’t want to sleep unless something was on…kindof like tonight.
But on this last night I have to myself,
I also realize that I don’t feel so bad about my winter break. Being alone gives you better ears to hear and understand your thoughts and I’ve been able to do some things with them. This break I wrote seven songs dealing with everything that I’ve been working hard to push away during the fall semester. I’m happy about that.